Life's Started... But it's gonna have to wait. Papa's gotta work.

 I Don't even think im 39 yet. But I feel I am already there. As my life is beginning ahead of 40. It's only a few months away, but who has time to worry about specifics? I am also drifting away from creating music as I dont really have much to show for it, but a catalogue of unfinished tunes and i mean... fuck.. a pile. a digital wasteland of unfinished projects. Concept albums, interwinding reoccurring thematic melodies bringing with them a sense of purpose and importance that what you are doing right now, listening to these tracks, your doing God's work, the sacrifice you're making right now.. No they weren't that bad. I just wanted to make something that wasn't going to waste your time. That however is thinking too far into it, as its not my business. If you choose to waste 30 minutes of your time, so be it. That's what you want to do. It's up to you to decide if that's a waste of time or not. I know you didn't come here seeking that nugget of truth. but maybe it's all we need to set us back on course. provide a little perspective on something I don't even know. carry on you silver tongued devil. You've got an oyster (AKA: the World) in your fingertips and it's not gunna eat itself. 

Location: Fullerton, CA, USA

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